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Friday, November 13, 2009

I Cry

You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad

You need to let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If I could have you back tomorrow
If I could lose the pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Done

I'm Done

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

i know i got no more hope. but my heart is stil loving u
yes. scold me. slap me.
im hurt. i've tried to get over it. but failed.
this is the first time i got hurt til so deep.
why? because u're the one i really love. u're the one i wana spend my life with.
i dont think my wound can be heal so easy.
or mayb won't be heal forever?
i really wish to tell u everything, the truths and the reasons.
i don't think u will even bother to listen or care.
i do still talk, i do still smile, i so still laugh in front of u all,
but in my heart, im actually crying.

Monday, November 9, 2009

im hurt even more now. u dont even wana talk to me anymore.
why do u wana treat me so harsh
im hurt since the day we broke up. until today. i stil feel the same.
i dont know wats ur mind thinking now. i wish to know.
i wish that one day u wil come back and tel me that u miss me and call me, diah once again. i know its impossible.
i always think that u will come back one day, i always give myself a fake hope in order to stay positive or to feel happy eventhou i know it wont happen.
im not strong. nth can heal me.
i thought we can last forever.
im already decided to spend the rest of my life with u.
but no. eeverything changed so fast..is like.. so so freaking fast.
u can just tel me that u have lost feeling to me. yeah thats it.
will my dream come true?
i wish it could.
Diah...i hope u can make my dream come true.